Thursday, July 10, 2008

my restraint

So I still don't really know what is wrong with me - the reason I've been sleeping non-stop for 3 days and am so tired and weak I can hardly find the energy to chew my cereal, and the fact that I've had a headache for 5 days.
Went to the stupid walk-in doc.
He, to me, seems like a clueless fuck that is far too cheery and energetic to not be on coke.
So, as probably none of you know, I've battled with migraine headaches since I was ten years old.
Been to many doctors about them, even some specialists.
Had x-rays done on my noggin' .
The works.
Some said "oh we just don't know, live with them."
Eye doc said get glasses. So I did.
Family doc said go here, here, and here.
So I did.
One said it was stress related.
I'm like, "what the fuck kind of 10 year old is stressed, dude?"
But this new idiot today said my current problem is the headache which is caused by muscle tension, quite possibly, but not necessarily, from my pesky over-sized knockers.
I call BULLSHIT!
These doctors seem to forget that I started getting these headache when I was ten years old. 10. That is 5+5. Last time I checked, I hadn't even remotely hit puberty at 10 and I weighed like, 20 pounds so there go your stupid stress and tension theories, assholes.
But anyway, he put me on Naproxen which is an anti inflammatory used for chronic pain and explained my fatigue (God what a pompous dipshit) as a result of my body being unable to handle the constant tension and pain so its "breaking down".
I can't believe I'm even telling you guys this it just seems so utterly dim-witted to me.
Anyway.
I have to take the Naproxen 3 times a day with food for a while and then lower the dosage and if (read: WHEN) it doesn't work he'll take me off it and throw some new ridiculous theories in a hat to pick out and try.
Though I know it is just going to be a waste of time, its worth it because he gave me some good pain killers HAHA!

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In addition:

I'm officially toasted on my pain meds.


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