Thursday, September 4, 2008

dear nobody

i was supposed to help stacy move tonight but she blew me off
how the fuck does that work
you offer your time and effort to help a person move and then shower and put makeup on and you get shafted
i want corona so bad i can taste it
what the hell is with all the people messaging me on nex tonight

Hey there,are you bored?
Are you tired and sick of all the perverted old men messaging you all the time?
Are you looking for someone new and interesting to talk to?

If you answered yes to all these questions,then you should message me back!
Don't delay,do it today!

I replied with a snarky
"I highly doubt that you're interesting"



i need to make a doctors appointment
i'm scared to do even that
somebody build me a fucking time machine already
fuck


they all come home sooner or later
sooner or later they all come home

he keeps saying like it actually counts for something
i don't have the heart to tell him it doesn't
i have too much heart to tell him it doesn't
mid october

and i'll be gone

he'll delude himself into thinking i'll come back
i don't have the heart to tell him he won't see me again
i have too much heart to tell him he won't see me again


i'm hungry i don't want to eat
i want to drink i don't want to get drunk
i don't want to be alone i don't want to be around anyone
my hands are cold and won't stop shaking
ughhhhhh

stop being so dramatic kelly
get a life.


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